I
have been thinking about the good fight as Paul put it Timothy. We just had a
sermon on being soldiers of Christ and it occurred to me that I don't think
about the daily fight, well daily! The apostle Paul describes to Timothy that
it is a fight and a battle. How could I win the battle if I'm not focused on it
daily? Overall I know I'm in a fight, but I lose sight of it sometimes because
of distractions. It's hard to fight a battle that's life long, and I think
that's one of the reasons some lose sight of it. We think of battles the way we
are used to understanding them.
Some
battles in life are fought and instantly won; passing tests, playing games,
solving a puzzle in the newspaper, or winning at a sporting event. We preoccupy
ourselves with these "battles" because they give us instantaneous
gratification and bring us a measure of pleasure and self-assurance.
Some
battles are fought for a while and won; graduating from high school or college,
getting a promotion at work, achieving "retirement." We can see the
need for fighting these kinds of battles because there is a significant
achievement to be won at the end and once we have achieved that level, we can
move on to other things, having won the battle.
There
are other battles, however, that are ongoing and we will never, in this life,
completely win until we conquer them in death. These battles are constant and
daily efforts with which we must struggle on a regular basis. This is a hard
thing for our society to accept who are accustomed to complex crimes being
solved in a one hour TV program, sporting events ending in less than two hours,
and conquering a challenging game in 30 minutes. This kind of battle is only won in the continued fighting of it; it isn't a battle that
is won, never to be fought again.
We
need to realize that living the Christian life is the same kind of battle. If
we realize and accept this, I believe we will have a great weight lifted from
our shoulders. The person who is constantly telling himself, "I've got to
win today!" will soon find himself hopelessly burned out with trying to
achieve this task. Why? Because living the Christian life is only something
that is won while we continue the struggle. Paul told Timothy, "Fight the
good fight of the faith?" (1 Timothy 6:12) and wage the good battle (1
Timothy 1: 18). It was a battle that Paul was only expecting Timothy to win by
continuing to fight it.
Let us recognize that today we fight the battle and
that our victory is in our faith on a daily basis (1 John 5:4) and through
this, we will overcome, not in this life, but, in the next. For today, however,
if I have struggled, then I have won.
Eric